"One day, after many years,
when the pain
you've buried deep
grows worse than your fear of the truth,
you'll name IT in a safe place where no one can hear....
you'll say IT again under your breath.
It now crushes you...
Still, you'll need to say IT,
you'll need to breathe IT.
Perhaps, in time,
you'll add your voice to
who are naming IT, the others
who are breathing
You'll finally know...
You're not crazy...
When the internal lies blare
inside your head so loud
you think you'd rather
When the ache of
for a different past
brings back your own
deluge of doubt,
You're not alone.
You do know.
You're not alone..."
We are healed of a suffering only by experiencing it in full.
One may not reach the dawn, save by path of night.
I have come to believe over and over again, that what is most important to me must be spoken,made verbal and shared, even at the risk of having it bruised or misunderstood.
Never be bullied into silence.
Never allow yourself to be made a victim.
Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.
We need to stop believing we are ordinary and remember that we are truly capable of anything.
“You are a creator, and the subject of your creation is your joyful life experience. That is your mission. That is your quest. That is why you are here.”
“Anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old.”
“You don’t need to define yourself that way anymore. It’s time to go forward, to open up to everything new that wants to come into your life.”
“My darling girl, when are you going to understand that normal isn’t a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage”
“Again and again in history some people wake up. They have no ground in the crowd and they move to broader, deeper laws. They carry strange customs with them and demand room for bold and audacious action. The future speaks ruthlessly through them. They change the world.”
~Rainer Maria Rilke
"Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
"I write entirely to find out what I’m thinking, what I’m looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear."
~ Joan Didion
"So long as we imagine that it is we who have to look for God, we must often lose heart. But it is the other way about; He is looking for us. And so we can afford to recognize that very often we are not looking for God; far from it, we are in full flight from him. . . And He knows that and has taken it into account. He has followed us into our own darkness; there where we thought finally to escape him, we run straight into his arms. . . Our hope is in his determination to save us, and he will not give in."
“Some things cannot be spoken or discovered until we have been stuck, incapacitated, or blown off course for awhile. Plain sailing is pleasant, but you are not going to explore many unknown realms that way.”
"When you have come to the edge of all the light that you know, and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown... Faith is knowing one of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly"
"We are to work from our rest, not rest from our work."
We shall not cease from exploration and the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time.
T. S. Eliot
"It was a gift they could never love her entirely. for then she was forced to do it herself."
~Terri St. Cloud
"Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you hold about yourself. They remember your beauty when you feel ugly; your wholeness when you are broken; your innocence when you feel guilty; and your purpose when you are confused."
"Your soul knows the geography of your destiny. Your soul alone has the map of your future, therefore you can trust this indirect, oblique side of yourself. If you do, it will take you where you need to go, but more important it will teach you a kindness of rhythm in your journey."
"I would love to live like a river flows, carried by the surprise of its own unfolding."
"Do not assume that she who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. Her life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, she would never have been able to find these words.”
~Rainer Maria Rilke
"You have traveled too fast over false ground;
Now your soul has come to take you back.
Take refuge in your senses, open up
To all the small miracles you rushed through.
Become inclined to watch the way of rain
When it falls slow and free.
Imitate the habit of twilight,
Taking time to open the well of color
That fostered the brightness of day.
Draw alongside the silence of stone
Until its calmness can claim you."
"In the silence between your heartbeat bides a summons. Do you hear it? Name it if you must, or leave it forever nameless, but why pretend it is not there?"
"Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish it's source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings."
"When you find the way
others will find you.
Passing by on the road they will
be drawn to your door.
The way that cannot be heard
will be echoed in your voice.
The way that cannot be seen
will be reflected in your eyes."
No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.
"There exists only the present instant... a Now which always and without end is itself new. There is no yesterday nor any tomorrow, but only Now, as it was a thousand years ago and as it will be a thousand years hence.”
"When hope is not pinned wriggling onto a shiny image or expectation, it sometimes floats forth and opens.”
Love blooms like crocuses: dirty, brave.
(from Six Word Memoirs on Love & Heartbreak)
“What I’ve found is that our true home is a place of fearlessness in the heart—your heart, my heart, every heart. Furthermore, and much more importantly, home is not some fixed point toward which we aspire; it is steadily expanding state.”
“And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.”
"Sometimes the one who is running from the Life/Death/Life nature insists on thinking of love as a boon only. Yet love in its fullest form is a series of deaths and rebirths. We let go of one phase, one aspect of love, and enter another. Passion dies and is brought back. Pain is chased away and surfaces another time. To love means to embrace and at the same time to withstand many endings, and many many beginnings- all in the same relationship."
~ Clarissa Pinkola Estés
Refuse to fall down
If you cannot refuse to fall down,
refuse to stay down.
If you cannot refuse to stay down,
lift your heart toward heaven,
and like a hungry beggar,
ask that it be filled.
You may be pushed down.
You may be kept from rising.
But no one can keep you from lifting your heart
It is in the middle of misery
that so much becomes clear.
The one who says nothing good
came of this,
is not yet listening."
~Clarissa Pinkola Estes
"Fear is nothing to be afraid of. It is just the door we push through to get to the other side."
"You cannot test courage cautiously"
"Our rational minds can never understand what has happened, but our hearts.. if we can keep them open to God, will find their own intuitive way."
"It is important to expect nothing, to take every experience, including the negative ones, as merely steps on the path, and to proceed.”
"When you are so weak, give up to grace.
The ocean takes care of each wave
'till it gets to shore."
"I found I could say things with color
and shapes that I could not say in any other way-
things I had no words for."
“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.”
~ Louise Erdrich, The Painted Drum
"Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone. Amen."
~Thomas Merton prayer
This being human is a guest house
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they are a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.
Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.
"To dare is to lose one’s footing momentarily. To not dare is to lose oneself."
~ Soren Kierkegaard
“Death is not extinguishing the light; it is only putting out the lamp because the dawn has come.”